Saturday, June 30, 2007 @6:55 PM
one week has passed since first enter sispec.. quite a demoralising experience.. first thing that came to my mind when i saw the company assignment.. i wld hav been in echo if one more bugger enter sispec.. [echo is so called the welfare coy n delta a rather shit one].. den plus a few more dulan experiences n how the coy is run.. really demoralising.. hai.. i am thinking of ooc-ing.. but then sect com sgt see toh quite a inspiration to me.. really motivated by his personality n man-management style.. really in a conflict n dilema.. argh..
foot problem really getting worse n worse.. sian.. due to my extreme active sweat glands and donning on boots for extended period of time.. now i hav 5 days excuse foot wear n specialist appointment on 23rd july.. but 5 days wont recover one de lo.. if can i wld hav solved the prob long long time ago [yes i hav that problem since years ago]. den with the 3 field camp back to back.. dunno wad extent the problem will come lo la.. sian.. this is the reason that wld probably get me ooc..
c'mon.. a soldier that cannt wear boots cannt do much and thus hav no value in the saf.. argh.. ooc n staying has each of their benefits and advantages.. ooc i can hav a rather relax ns life.. can pursue my interest.. staying on i can learn alot frm sgt see toh and the course.. arhhh wad shld i do? can anyone help me..
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met siowhui at lot 1.. had a little chat.. random meet up with ex classmate really brighten up my day=) and it makes me realise how much i miss 4i.. really shld meet up sometime someday
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