Monday, August 29, 2005 @8:55 PM
seriously hate myself... cant believe tt i let go of the opportunity twice... haiz... nw resulting in myself wallowing in self pity... starting to hate schl... see no pt in going schl to study nw... felt so furious wif myself... haiz... feel so like quitting schl...
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bought myself 2 new cds todae... :)
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Sunday, August 28, 2005 @12:56 AM
oh well... bought econs txtbk which is 98% untouched frm jesmine for $35... hmmx... shall c in the near future (promos) whether it deserve the value of $35...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Saturday, August 27, 2005 @8:31 PM
juz another random entry...
- human r so fickle, hate it
- ppl dun believe wad they see, esp if tt ting is so obvious n easy
oh well the second pt is wad i gathered frm wad i observe todae... shant sae it here juz in case i incurred the wrath of tt person involved... =P
ok... so in the end i ended up wif 2 more performances b4 dance break for the promos... shall dance hard n mug hard :D
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Thursday, August 25, 2005 @11:17 PM
some food for thought...
- since when is class chalet nt a class event...
- izzit rite to pay for something, tt u r nt even aware of wad izzit...
- will ppl achieve greater result if they r force to work wif sum one they utterly hate...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Wednesday, August 24, 2005 @9:28 PM
tired...
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principal visited gp class... oh well... feel so uncomfortable wif her sitting beside mi... cant slp... feel so god damn tired aft gp...
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wth... kana caught by ms k for nt wearing tie n hair in the morning... go die la... wad the shit... cmon la... its nt lyk i nt going to wear my tie at all la... tmd shit u...
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die die die... go die la...
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flop... taught aces day tingy... complete screw up )= boo hoo... haiz...
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thought of alot of stuff on the way home... hmmx...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Tuesday, August 23, 2005 @7:19 PM
oh well... complete flop... sian diao
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Sunday, August 21, 2005 @12:46 PM
ytd...
damn sad... shall nt sae y... haiz...
oh well... completed the teacher's day item blocking :D...
went for steamboat at marina south wif weiliang yw kh kelvin corinne charlotte jilyn joanna... had interestin time watching them cooking/torturing the live prawns -_-'" den went to watch the maid wif jilyn corinne n charlotte... nt bad... tink the only ting i dun like is tt they try to frighten the audience too much... in the end... gt so used to the scare tactic le tt felt rather numb towards it...
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ok... shall promise myself tt i will start to mug... mug mug mug...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Wednesday, August 17, 2005 @9:13 PM
haiz... damn sian todae...
nt feeling well... blocked nose... tink caught a flu le... haiz... damn sian la... been marking steps thru'out the whole practice... bleahx... =X argh...
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juz realize sumting... if ani staff frm schl read my blog... i will truely be in deep shit.... very very deep shit...
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hmmmx... nxt week pe is going to be truely interesting... hmmmx =D
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Tuesday, August 16, 2005 @10:20 PM
ok todae is a very very bad day...
sort of sick... down wif flu... blocked nose... bleahx =X damn sad la...
den fmb test is a total flop... cant even do a single qns la... sianz... sort of lost interest in studying le... haiz... poly realli do seems like an attractive path... been wondering wad wld hav happen to mi if i m in poly nw...
aft schl stone for 1.5 hr at the balcony... waiting for michelle n kelvin to go watch charlie... quite gd la the movie... but a bit disturb by some parts... its a bit dark... =S aft tt went walk a bit... set my eyes on a few stuff... but damn ex la... sian... tink will go down to queensway someday to buy =D
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Sunday, August 14, 2005 @9:51 PM
hmmx... spend some time thinking abt it... shld i be here in the first place?? seriously la... realli tink tt poly life is much more better la... haiz... sort of abit regret le... haiz... haiz...
dun feel like studying ani more le... no mood to continue study... haiz... mabbe if i flop in promo can persuade my parents to let mi go poly... hmmx... haiz...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Friday, August 12, 2005 @10:06 PM
ta ma de la... u god damn son of a bitch... fuck off n die la... kao bei...
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well today gt parent meet teacher... gt summon to meet HOD... in the end... i ended up bitching abt lyndon... lol... kind of sian...
started to learn syf steps... hmmx...
haiz... felt so lonely at times...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 @9:25 PM
so bloody hell irritated...
wah kao... originalli plan to go out... but parents wan to visit grandparents... so they wan to hav dinner outside... so no choice... hav to change my plan...
so went to watch seven sword with boon kin... den wanted to go for dinner... but abit late... n they juz started to eat n finish eating even b4 i arrived la... den they ask mi to go home n they will ta bao for mi... so wad la... tts nt all... they decided to cancel the visit to my grandparents la...
wah kao... so i change my plan for nthing... wth...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
@10:49 AM
hmmmx... haiz... ytd is dance farewell for the j2s... haiz... so sad... during the singing of the theme song - Diana Ross - If We Hold On Together... so touch n sadden by the scene... almst cried... haiz... gonna miss u guys... haiz...
Diana Ross - If We Hold On Together
Don't lose your way with each passing day.
You've come so far, don't throw it away.
Live believing - dreams are for living,
Wonders are waiting to start.
Live your story - Faith, Hope and Glory
Hold to the truth in your heart.
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.
Souls in the wind must learn how to bend,
Seek out a star, hold on to the end.
Valley mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away.
Worlds are swaying - someone is praying,
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.
When we are out there in the dark,
We'll dream about the sun.
In the dark we'll feel the light,
Warm our hearts, every one.
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly,
The clouds roll by, for
You and I.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Thursday, August 04, 2005 @9:19 PM
sian diao...
wednesday---
went for pe den pon all the way till gp... which is the first n last lesson of the day... tt means free frm 0845 to 1145... hahha... well went to play monopoly n jenga wif yuan ing marvin liang mong... gay rite... lol...
first dance prac aft rapture... feels gd... =) surprisingly rmm the gogo steps... =) well we r going to learn navras... yea =D den gt mini audition to select ppl to do the mini ver of navras... hmmx....
thursday---
as stated... today is a great day to do spot check -_-"" i hav nthing personal wif spot check la... seriously... but today damn pissed off... kana check by the ever-gay male teacher... well i hav no problems wif gay ppl usually... but hor... he seems to have a prob wif sideburn... he say tt we, as in the guys, hav to shave all the way to the sideburn... n including the sideburn... -_-"""
wah kao... this is my first time hearing this bullshit la... crap... summore this is my first time kana caught during spot check... n its for sideburn... wth... f**k off n die la u gay... lucky dun hav to pay $7 for the haircut to cut away the sideburn... if nt... wld hav slap u rnd ur face...
durning ME... discuss love vs lust... hmmx...
[name has been withheld to protect myself... any resemblence to any one in the schl is purely by co-incidental... ;)]
Find The Way - Nakashima Mika - Gundam Seed ost
(english translation)
Why do you, with your small hands,
try to carry all these wounds on your back?
It isn't for any one person's sake, please don't lose sight of that
Why am I, while hesitating,
unable to escape?
What I hope for is the sun, the sun to light the way...
Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because at the end of the path we've traveled we'll find the light
You'll find the way
You said, "I had a long dream...
It was a very sad dream,
but what I saw wasn't one bit clouded..."
I said, "It's okay to cry,
because I'll stay by your side no matter what."
What I wish for is a hand, a hand to reach up to me...
Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly on
As long as we stand our ground in the wind
Even if we're the first ones afflicted with this pain...
Giving an answer surely isn't everything
I'll be patient, it's all right, and so are you...
Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because at the end of the path we've traveled we'll find the light
Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly on
As long as we stand our ground in the wind
At the end of the path we've traveled we finally saw the light...
You'll find the way
quite like the song =)
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Monday, August 01, 2005 @9:19 PM
gt alot to say n write... but cant write it here... =(
either too sensitive or too personal... haiz...
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life aft rapture seems abit bit funny liddat...
- returning home b4 the sky even darken...
- eating quite alot... bleahx
- cant concentrate in class...
- nt doing ani tutorials...
- stoning regularly...
- n etc
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anw finalli found sum reason nt to hate my class SO MUCH le... the RF!!
made up of sum fabulous ppl...
=)
yes there is 2 weiping in the class u r nt seeing double =)
we rox to the core!! :D
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach