Thursday, September 01, 2005 @10:12 PM
sian sian sian...
haiz... realli realli regret it... can onli blame myself for the deep shit i m in nw... haiz... too bad i dun hav the determination to stick to my choice... easily influence by ppl who claim tt do this n tt is gd for my future... haiz... damn sad... saddening...
haiz... duno wad i m tinking... secretly hope tt i failed promos... den kena retained/expelled... so tt i can go poly... =X haiz...
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ytd teachers' day celebration... abit bit gald tt when doing the acers day tingy... actualli seeing the teachers doing/attempting :D the concert is still ok la... at least nt as bad as the national day one... hmmx...
din go for the class dinner... abit v tired n sian sian... so stay home play... also feel sian diao... den stone in frnt of com til 3am...
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so sad... dun feel at home at all... no interaction... felt so alone at home... no one to tok to... haiz... sumtimes realli envy others family... haiz...
Linkin Park – From The Inside
I don’t know who to trust, your surprise
Everything feel so far away from me
Have your thoughts sent through dust, and the liesT
rying not to break, but I’m so tired of this to see
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this, all the time and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily
You feel so far away from me
Have your thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break, but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this, all the time and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you!!!
You!!!
You!!!
Waste myself on you!!!
You!!!
You!!!
I’ll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
You
You
You